Sometimes I look back on the past year and wonder how I managed it all. There were hardships and heartbreaks, and I hope I never forget how they felt, nor slip back into old habits. This new year is all about refreshing, reflecting, and letting go.
I’m ready to let go and just live my life. It hasn’t been easy, but everything I’ve achieved came from hard work. I feel grateful and blessed for it all. I’ve managed to pay off one credit card, and in a week I’ll pay off another. I always make those bills my priority, and I’m determined to get rid of them for good.
Sure, I could splurge on everything I’ve ever wanted with my tax refund, but putting off responsibilities has its downsides. I figure if I pay off those cards first, I’ll free up extra money for groceries or things I enjoy. Plus, I want to set a goal to start saving, since I have no idea what the future holds. At the very least, I’d have some funds set aside in case something comes up—whether that means traveling or just taking care of myself. I know this won't be my forever home, both my sisters have places to be, and if this family falls apart, I do not have nowhere to go. I want to be able to have something to fall on, if I need to travel somewhere.
I’m sure in time everything will fall into place for me. Right now, I’m just putting my thoughts somewhere that doesn’t deserve too much attention. After all, we’re living in the present. It’s time to focus on taking things day by day. I’m proud to have paid off these cards and to take my dog to her annual appointment. Down the road, I want to get out more, because staying home all the time is really draining my spirit.
All I can say, is "Thank you". Thank you, universe for keeping me safe.